So Lucky!

You know those days that you wake up and just feel so grateful for everything you have in your life. This morning I woke up and just started to cry. Not because I'm sad, but because my life is fillled with so many wonderful people. (I also might be a little over tired). As I sit here and try to express my feelings I cannot contain my tears. Now my life isn't perfect but each and every day it gets a litttle bit closer.

First of all, I have the most amazing husband a girl can get. He cares so much for me and would give his life for me. I love him so much and couldn't imagine a more amazing man in my life. I never had imagined my life could be like this until I married Ryan. We have a beautiful son that is such a blessing in our life. I couldn't imagine not having him in our lives. He is truly a gift from God and I don't know why I was chosen to recieve his special spirit into my live. As I write this he is sleeping peacefully in his bed. You always have to cherish those moments because as they grow older they sleep less and less. Blake is such an amazing part of my life and I could not have asked for a sweeter baby.

As I write this Ryan is at school in a interview with the Medical Advisor that is hopefully going to get him into med school. (Every med student has to have a letter of recommendation from this guy so he has to like you which thankfully he does like Ryan.) Ryan has been working so hard lately and is an amazing student. He studies so hard and still gives me the time that I need with him. (I kinda always want to be with him.) He is such a wonderful father to little Blakey poo. He loves getting up in the morning to study and to take blake and read with him on his lap. Blake loves his dad so much. When he sees his daddy he starts kicking his legs and smiling so big. I love watching the two interact together. It is one of the most touching things to see. He definately is Ryan's little buddy.

Our families are so special to us. They have helped us so much throughout our marriage. We were so happy that everyone was able to come when we blessed Blake in church. We have so much fun when we are with our families.

All in all, I feel like one of the luckiest girls in the world. I have the most amazing husband and son and the most amazing families. I am so grateful for everything I have. I think I must have done something right in my life to deserve everything that I have. I have learned to take it day by day and to get the most out of every day because if you don't, you are going to miss some very special memories.

Last of all, I am so grateful for my friends who support me and lift me up when I need it. Friends are essencial in life.